Right now I'm failing badly at eating better. I keep falling prey to my main weaknesses: healthier foods are not my favorite foods, and when I'm tired and/or stressed I crave chocolate. When I don't plan ahead 100% of my food, I end up turning to whatever is convenient and appeals to me, which isn't necessarily the amount or kind of food I should be eating.
My son seems to be going through a growth spurt, since he keeps waking up in the middle of the night being hungry. So I've been extra tired lately due to insufficient sleep and long workouts, which means I've been eating chocolate and other unhealthy foods. And I even recognize when I'm eating the chocolate that I'm only eating it because I'm tired and stressed, but it's hard to eat anything else once I get to that point.
I've also been having a lot of trouble eating enough prior to my workouts at 10:30am, and I'm pretty sure that part of this is that I have the tendency when trying to "eat healthier" that I will undereat if I can't find something healthy to eat. For example, this morning I had a bowl of steel cut oats with some butter (no sugar!), and a glass of milk around 7am. Around 9, I had some cottage cheese with blueberries, and another glass of milk. And at 11:30, I bonked during a workout that should have taken 10-15 minutes and instead I finished in 21:26 after modifying it to be easier. I was eating relatively healthy foods, but in quantities that were way too small for the kind of workouts I'm doing now.
Broken down into Zone blocks, the food I ate today was approximately:
| Food | Carbs | Fat | Protein |
| Steel cut oats | 4 | | |
| Milk | 1 | | 1 |
| Butter | | 4 | |
| Cottage Cheese | | | 1 |
| Blueberries | 1 | | |
| Milk | 1 | | 1 |
| Whey Protein | | | 4 |
| Milk | 1.5 | | 1.5 |
| Blueberries | 1 | | |
| Tortilla | 4 | | |
| Ham (3oz) | | | 3 |
| Cheddar cheese | | 5 | 2 |
| Peanuts | | 4 | |
| Pasta bake w/cheese and sausage | 3 | 1 | 2 |
| Cheerios | 2 | | |
| Milk | 1 | | 1 |
| Whey Protein | | | 3 |
| Totals: | 18.5 | 14 | 15.5 |
Pre-workout, I only had 7 blocks of carbs, 4 of fat, and 3 of protein. Clearly this wasn't enough, so I'm going to try to eat some eggs with cheese tomorrow before my workout for some more fat and protein. I'm going to have to come up with a rotation though, because although I've managed to eat oatmeal daily for a while now, I don't like eggs enough to eat them every day.
Taking a quick look at the rest of the food I ate today, I realize that I didn't manage any vegetables aside from the small quantity of spinach in my pasta bake. Oops! That bowl of cheerios with protein was my second dinner, eaten in a hurry in a bit of a stupor while trying to get the kids to eat dinner. I knew I needed to eat, and that's what I came up with. Definitely need to plan that out better.